IDunnoIfDer'sAF*ckn'RsonBhndIT

shucks. ive just discovered that i easily get jealous about lil things... (blahblah). well akchuli, its just one thing and im not tellin that here. waah! this is not me! kung kelan pa tumagal saka pa aco naging ganito. i cud have thot more that every thing is learnt and the maturity level of every learnt lesson or experience develops. bat ganun?? is it because of the situations recently that made me think i am not loved or the damn moon has lots to do with my f*ckin mood or maybe simply...something should be revealed to me... waah! this is not me! rawrrr

i should not feel jealous because i should not...really. i should not feel insecure because i should not...really. but why do i feel this way?!? this is bullcrap...grrr...